"Life is perfectly balance and imperfect". Have you ever thought that one blissfullike moment will cost you a million tears?

Bliss - perfect happiness. Is there such thing? I mean, everyone says theres no perfect in the world. Bliss... bliss is just a word use to exaggerate things. I believe that youll feel it when you are up above the sky where youll live for eternity, where there is no poverty, where love and peace reigns.

"Theres no place like home". Yes, there isnt. This is the place where youre most comfortable of [even when youre walking down the stairs without anything on]. This is the place where you feel love unconditionally. But this is also the place where your hatred develops and eventually grows, where you conceal your true emotions.

I believe that most of the jolly persons are the one who has the most undesirable problems a man could have. Unfortunately, I think I am one of them.

I assume that most of my so-called "friends" will bug me about this but Im sorry if I wont be able tell or share it to you. Its not that its too personal or I dont trust you, its just that Im too lazy, too hurt and too angry to ever talk and think about it.

Have you ever thought that your love ones are the only ones who could hurt, damaged and traumatized you the most?


NOW ERASE ERASE ERASE. I want to be back, be my old JOLLY self. *sigh*