I'll contradict myself. Emo-self pity shiznit post ahead.

I try to be strong. I try not to show too much affection, too much care. I always try... but I always fail. Why can't I just be a normal person? Normal, carefree, selfless person.

I'm good at pushing people away. I guess that's my best asset, if you'll consider that as one.

What am I trying to prove here? Well, nothing really. I just want to dwell into my despair. I am a worthless human being.

Fuck jalousie!