Used to

Nagbabasa ako ng mga nakaraang post ko rito sa kwebang to. Grabe! I used to love this blog, and how I write in this shithole. What happened? Tsktsk.

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I therefore conclude that being inlove ruins your blogging career! Bow.

New skin to keep me going.

Why is writing so frustrating? Ahay!

I'll contradict myself. Emo-self pity shiznit post ahead.

I try to be strong. I try not to show too much affection, too much care. I always try... but I always fail. Why can't I just be a normal person? Normal, carefree, selfless person.

I'm good at pushing people away. I guess that's my best asset, if you'll consider that as one.

What am I trying to prove here? Well, nothing really. I just want to dwell into my despair. I am a worthless human being.

Fuck jalousie!

I am currently in class. Review for the Nursing Licensure Exam. And obviously, I am not listening. I have a very short attention span.

I'm kind of into astrology right now. Nainggit ako because my cousin was so...umm.. knowledgaeble about our personality traits. I dont know, but its just amazing. I dont know how astrologists got those stuff. Its just... wow! I am running out of adjective to describe how... amazed I am.

Pero nakakatamad din pala! Ang haba! Oh well. The zodiac is right, I am indeed impatient.

Oh. 3 days to go and I'm turning 20! Say bye bye to all the teenage angst. I want to be 24 and stay at that age forever.

This year is just the best.:) Woohoo! All the bad stuff I suffered from last year, and all the sacrifices are paying off! Ah yeah.

I'm such a jolly, perky blogger. Hahaha! I want to write about stuff I love, things to love, and whatnot. Lets focus on the good things instead of the bad. Itll just make us feel bad. Weeee! Life is good! ^_^

Feel free to laugh at my grammar. Hahahah!

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I wanted to write something in English, but that would be a total social suicide for me because apparently I have the worst grammar ever, EVER! Well, noone will be reading this anyway because this blog died a gazillion years ago, so why do I bother. Haha! Okay. I'll try this one more time. I'll be more spontaneous.

Out of boredom, I decided to read my cousin's blog. She's a good writer I must say. And being the inggetera that I am, I felt the urge to write again/as well. I don't know if that's inggit or... do I just find inspiration in other peoples work? Originality is shit like that anyways.

*published it accidentally*

I'll be graduating in a few weeks. 21 days to be exact. Graduation season is so over by that time. Gah UERM! Anyway, I'm having this post-graduation crisis, is there even such a thing? Haven't even graduated yet. I'm starting to regret why I took up nursing and why I was so scared to shift when it crossed my mind back when I was in 2nd year college. I should've shifted course. But I am more afraid of not graduating at all I guess. I am scared of a lot of stuff. I wish those fears will go away.

I've been spending alot of time with my cousins. Its holy week, and as far as I am concerned, we were never accustomed to do those holy week stuff. We were talking last night, and gawd, we're all growing, we're actually talking about the government. Wow! Hahaha!

So much for a come back post.

I'm back! :)

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2 years! 2 years! 2 years! Naisipan mo pang magbalik! Hahahaha! Ang kulit ko, palipat lipat lipat lipat. Naman! I'm back! Ata. Pero hindi dito. Pero I am. Hahahahha! Labo!

After 1 monthssssssss nag post din! Bakasyon na pero parang hindi. May babasahin parin akong tatlong chapter para sa Socio Anthro at meron pa sa Bio. Gagawa pa ko ng report. Ewan ko ba, tiga-UE ako pero pakiramdam ko parang tiga-UP ako. Tsk!

Tapos ang ganda pa ng sumalubong sa pers dey op bekeysyon ko...BRAWNAWT!!! Nays wan Meralco. Grrr. Punyemas talaga!


Gigil ako ngayong araw na to. Sarap sanang gumawa ng come back post kaya lang... GRRRR talaga. Haaayyy... Di magiging masaya ang pasko ko. Ang inaasam asam kong krismas gip imposibleng makuha. Di ko alam pero alam ko deserving naman ako sa gip na yun.. mataas naman ang greyds ko. I demand for a reward!!! Nakakatamad na tuloy mag aral paminsan. Mukha na kong racoon sa eyebags ko pero anong makukuha ko in return... Tsk! Bakit ba ko pinanganak na dukha? Lord gusto ko ng yumaman!!!

Hooo! Nakaraang ang ilang dekada at sinipag din akong mag update. Nakapunta ako sa berday party ni Kuya. Nabili ko din yung dalawang buwan kong pinagipunang regalo sa kanya at syempre nagustuhan nya. Sapatusin ko sya kapag di nya trip yun e. Hahaha!

Uyy. 12 na pala ano! Apat na araw nalang pala... Yikeee. :"p At maligayang bati rin sa pinakamamahal kong insan kahit di nya mababasa to.


Kanina tinanong ko nanay ko kung kailan pa sya may false teeth.. nung hayskul pa daw. WHOA! Buti hindi ganun kapangit ipin ko. Meron daw syang itim sa gitna nung dalawang bug bunny teeth natin pero tatlo yung asa false teeth nya. Bakit kaya?

...kasi daw ang bunot ng isang ipin noon P50, e dalawa lang yun. Yung dentista nagbigay ng promo tatlong ipin para sa P100. Edi nakamura ng isang bunot! Kaya kahit hindi pa bulok yung isa, pinatos ng lola ko e wala namang magawa si inay. Ayun! Edi ang happy ng ipin nya pati ng bulsa ni lola. =))


Sige.. :h

No! Thats not what I want. >:p I have a strange feeling Ill be having everything I said on my previous post for lunch. YUM!!! Hahaha. You want some?

Its my kuya sweetums kyutums berday on monday and his celebration is tomorrow. Waaaaa. I dunno if Ill be able to come. *sigh* Ayan.. kinakabahan na ko.