New skin to keep me going.

Why is writing so frustrating? Ahay!

I'll contradict myself. Emo-self pity shiznit post ahead.

I try to be strong. I try not to show too much affection, too much care. I always try... but I always fail. Why can't I just be a normal person? Normal, carefree, selfless person.

I'm good at pushing people away. I guess that's my best asset, if you'll consider that as one.

What am I trying to prove here? Well, nothing really. I just want to dwell into my despair. I am a worthless human being.

Fuck jalousie!

I am currently in class. Review for the Nursing Licensure Exam. And obviously, I am not listening. I have a very short attention span.

I'm kind of into astrology right now. Nainggit ako because my cousin was so...umm.. knowledgaeble about our personality traits. I dont know, but its just amazing. I dont know how astrologists got those stuff. Its just... wow! I am running out of adjective to describe how... amazed I am.

Pero nakakatamad din pala! Ang haba! Oh well. The zodiac is right, I am indeed impatient.

Oh. 3 days to go and I'm turning 20! Say bye bye to all the teenage angst. I want to be 24 and stay at that age forever.

This year is just the best.:) Woohoo! All the bad stuff I suffered from last year, and all the sacrifices are paying off! Ah yeah.

I'm such a jolly, perky blogger. Hahaha! I want to write about stuff I love, things to love, and whatnot. Lets focus on the good things instead of the bad. Itll just make us feel bad. Weeee! Life is good! ^_^

Feel free to laugh at my grammar. Hahahah!

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I wanted to write something in English, but that would be a total social suicide for me because apparently I have the worst grammar ever, EVER! Well, noone will be reading this anyway because this blog died a gazillion years ago, so why do I bother. Haha! Okay. I'll try this one more time. I'll be more spontaneous.

Out of boredom, I decided to read my cousin's blog. She's a good writer I must say. And being the inggetera that I am, I felt the urge to write again/as well. I don't know if that's inggit or... do I just find inspiration in other peoples work? Originality is shit like that anyways.

*published it accidentally*

I'll be graduating in a few weeks. 21 days to be exact. Graduation season is so over by that time. Gah UERM! Anyway, I'm having this post-graduation crisis, is there even such a thing? Haven't even graduated yet. I'm starting to regret why I took up nursing and why I was so scared to shift when it crossed my mind back when I was in 2nd year college. I should've shifted course. But I am more afraid of not graduating at all I guess. I am scared of a lot of stuff. I wish those fears will go away.

I've been spending alot of time with my cousins. Its holy week, and as far as I am concerned, we were never accustomed to do those holy week stuff. We were talking last night, and gawd, we're all growing, we're actually talking about the government. Wow! Hahaha!

So much for a come back post.